i've been diagnosed with celiac for god knows how long and the last time i had wheat was 2 months ago. it's so friggin hard and all, i mean people make fun of you and stuff, i have 1 friend, i hardly ever talk to people, i mean REALLY talk to people. and i guess my life just kinda sucks. i used to be really popular, but then everyone found out i had celiac and partial epilepsy and things just sorta went downhill. people started saying bad things about me, i mean thing that i will never forget for as llong as i live.
my friend is always telling me not to give up and how every1 at my new school sees me as a overly happy and charismatic person and that i should keep it up, but i'm really depressed at heart and it's becoming almost too much to keep it back and not tell anyone. I just don't see how i'll ever be popular again, though that doesn't really matter anymore.
I would've gone down anyways i guess, i mean i'm really strange. the way i bring snails and lizards to school and say hi to people i don't know and cry at people i've barely know's problems.
it's just too hard to keep it all in and be, well, normal.
especially when i got celiac haunting me.

anyways. back on happy topic. Hellos to everyone. i'm new here....
a wittle bit about me -- my friend calls me stargirl, i guess cause i'm like her. I'm 13 and i live in california. I'm an artist to start off, of all sorts. I draw and enter in shows at my local art center and i've sold a piece. Other art forms i do -- martial arts, writing, photography, and i dance though i'm horrible. I loves animals. I've had thousands of birds, lizards, ect.... but right now i own one beta fish, AquaFlame, 2 leopard geckos, Gieco and Rugziel, one bearded dragon, Dargo, and one dog (sha-pei lab mix) Nerys.
Favorites
movie: Pay it Forward
book: pendragon, harry potter, warriors, but overall favorite the 2 inkspells!
color:black and green
friend: melia
dream: i wanna be a graphic designer
TV show: eureka
Band:Green day
Song: boulevard of broken dreams, bad day, and i dunno the name but it goes "staring at the ceiling making friends with shadows on the wall.....i'm not crazy i'm just a little unwell, i know right now you can't tell, but stay a while maybe then you'll see a different side of me. i'm not crazy i'm just a little impared i know right now you don't care, but stay a while maybe then you'll see how i used to be."

.::STARGIRL::.

Hi, I'm becca, I'm 13, almost 14. If you ever want to talk you can always pm me. I am the same way about be kinda overly happy when im really kinda depressed. I was diagnosed 3 1/2 months ago, but I'm still getting used to it.

becca

ps. the last song is Unwell by Matchbox20

ha! thank you. i was never that good at song names ect ect.
it's nice to know someone my age with celiac too. it really sucks doesn't it?!???!
i've never known anyone with celiac, not personally anyways. well not never really, you're the first person ever.
same here you can always talks to me. people say i always have good advice i guess. but i don't feel like it...i can solve everyone elses problemos, but not my own. probably won't be able to solve yours cause we gots the same problems.... *crys*
but yep u rock so we are two rocks that rock.
.::STARGIRL::.

Hey stargirl! I just felt like posting in something... You don't need to be so depressed. Actually, a lot of what your probably feeling is probably hormones. (hey, my parents are nurses. cant help it...) I'm sure your a great person and that you shouldn't seem to be who you aren't. I think it's bad for the mental health.... Or something like that...

sigh. thanks. if it weren't for people like you i think my brain would've flew away a long time ago.

Brains can't fly. It's scientifically proven.... hehehe.... Well, all I'm going to say is, I'm a lot like you in the fact that most people see me as happy. (NOT PREPPY!!! NOOOO!!! SAVE ME!!) Sometimes I'm not happy, but I have Mood Swings. (I have a red shirt with the tazmanian devil on it that says mood swings...) Just remember, you have friends here!

my brain DOES FLY!!!! it has small engines at the base and inertia dampeners to soften the landings.
that thought makes me happy.
((you'll find i say that alot))
i'm glad you're not preppy. i have nightmares about cheerleaders running towards me with machine guns.
i'll remember that my friend!
.::STARGIRL::.

Ah, well. TAKE THAT, MODERN SCIENCE! (Just had to do it...) Cheerleaders scare me. So do carebears, but that is a WHOLE other story.